and life goes on...

this week i have been enjoying the sunshine in Arizona with em and eden. i love them both so much! we have had such fun at the zoo, shopping, playing at the park, taking pictures by waterfalls, and enjoying the easter pageant at the Mesa temple. but amid all of the fun and games there has been some sadness. once again, the insemination did not work this month and our hopes for a family are pushed back again. it's like a horrible nightmare playing over and over in my head. someday i'll wake up from it though and we'll be able to start a family. it's so hard to try not to get my hopes up, but subconsciously i do and then it's a steep drop down when i find out i'm not pregnant. i'm glad i found out while i was down here though. emilie has been a huge support for me, even though i don't say much. she has always been a rock for me whenever i have needed her. i do love her dearly. it's been hard to be away from jon during this time, but i feel closer to him now than ever before. i am so blessed to have him in my life and know i have taken him for granted at times. i so appreciate all he does for me and the life that we have together. i love that i get to love him!

anyway, i've been snapping away like mad with my camera and have a bazillion shots of eden, i just haven't had a chance to sort through them all yet to post some fun ones. i'll try to soon.

have a great weekend! :)